lonely lonely christmas

times flies.... is year end and is time for joy, love and sharing.... and is christmas time. this is the most miserable christmas time for me ... this month , too many bad things happens to me. but anyhow, i still need to be strong and cant give up easily. i dont wanna do so coz i have put so so so many efforts in what i have done. anyhow, this christmas really mean nothing for me. but i have a very very unforgetable memory. anyhow, my christmas wish is all my lovely friends and sista will be always happy and healthy... without u guys, i really won't be able to pass through my hardships easily. secondly, i wish to have a better tomolo. i believe the sun will come after the dark. and i will be waiting for that day.last but not least, hope to be happy :)

this year really nothing much, no celebrations and nothing special. just a simple lonely christmas with me and myself:)

anyhow, wishing everyone a very merry christmas.

xoxo,
henry

friends

in these few bad days , i really really down and so so many things to be worried and settle. thanks god, i do have some really good friends as well as soulmates and sistas that gave me a hand and stand by me when i needed them.They also engage in mutually helping behavior, such as the exchange of advice and the sharing of hardship. i really really appreciated that what u guys did to me. its been not easy to help while i'm so lost and in this critical situation. u guys really really meant a lot to me!!! xoxo

another day in the month december

well, nothing much... everything slowly get back to track. work and my life....but glad that i have attended a friend wedding today and so so so happy and glad that i have met a lot of old friends....suprisingly:) is 12 am and raining now, get back home and being alone again after the hastle and bustle wedding dinner...hmm... my mood is so complicated now... moody yet happy. funny right??? going to bed and wish for a better tomorrow... sweet dreams and sleep tight :) xoxo

the season of joy, love and sharing...

is december, the last month of the year 2009...its blistering hot and humid but sometimes raining like cats and dogs here, and thought it would be fun if i could write something about the season, the winter season, the christmas season… and see if i could mentally and vitually cool off…

my radio is playing the christmas oldies… these songs reminded me so so many sweet and unforgettable memories of this seanson of joy. espeacially while my radio played this song. this particular song that i really really in love with... and is my favourite christmas song among the all. coz i listened and knew this song since i was a kid:)

THE CHRISTMAS SONG by NAT KING COLE~

chestnuts roasting on an open fire

jack frost nipping at your nose

yuletide carols being sung by a choir

and folks dressed up like eskimos

everybody knows

a turkey and some mistletoe

help to make the season bright

tiny tots with their eyes all aglow

will find it hard to sleep tonight

they know the santa’s on his way

he loaded lots of toys and goodies on his sleigh

and every mother’s child is gonna spy

to see if reindeer really know how to fly

and so i’m offering this simple phrase

to kids from one to ninety two

although its been said many times many ways

merry christmas to you…

this speacial song reminded me to someone really special and mean to me during this season of joy, love & sharing. unfortunately, this person is no longer with me… the only thing left was the sweet memories… the priceless memories…i do missed her so so much... hope she is now living peace in the heaven.

still remember, someone ask me… why i like to keep old stuffs… books, magazines, vintage clothes & sunglasses, oldies, postcards, photos and antiques… i just told them… everything i collected and kept, there is a reason behind. especially memories and joy that money can't buy….

hahahaha… so, all my dear "OLD" friends, that i still keeping … u will get what i mean, u guys really mean to me!!! enjoy the last month of 2009 till fullnest!!!

love,

henry g

miserable today and a better tomorrow

life could be a transit... u may be stopping in anywhere u want or go forward. life could be also a roller coster... always full with up and down. and, i'm totally down, coz i had a bad bad day!!! everything gone, hurt and scared in just a second... this happen while i was snatched by 2 assholes!!!! wat the FUCK!!!!! hmm... when i did my report, then i got to know this were the 30th cases...SHIT man!!!! do something, pls......

while things happen, only i realised that i have some really good friends and sistas that help, support and concern bout me... thank u guys. u all really my stars in the nite that lighten me up. muacks!!!

at the same time, someone did call and cheer my nite... even he didnt know something bad was happen to me. but u should know who u are if u read this:P i really had a good chat wid him... thanks j:)

need to take a good rest now with my "hurting" leg & "bleading" heart!!!! good nite and sure i will had a nightmare.... but everything bad already happen so,i'm hoping for a better tomorrow...